October 2023 started on Sunday this year. I woke up in the morning at 6:30am as usual. Started my day with prayer and then off for morning walk. I usually completed 5km within 1 hour 15 minutes. October is a special month for me. My birthday falls on 12 October. I usually went for travel during this time of the year. Usually, off to the country with Autumn season. I love Autumn leaves view so much. But I have not been travelling out for 4 years now. I skip travel this year too. I am still struggling with my health. I don't understand why is the struggle. It's not like I live my life recklessly. But my health isn't in good condition.
To be honest, I feel overwhelmed to survive this far. Although, a bit of struggling to maintain health and mobility. I am thankful to the above for allowing me to continue living in comfortable life. Though, I used to be blaming the above during my hardship during my childhood, teenage, young adulthood and senior adult. 😌. Now, I reached the semi senior golden age hood, Not many people can afford to retire from work at the age of 45 years old, like I did. I kind of understand, all my hardship paid off. I feel so bless.
I also thankful, to God for helping me to be a strong will in materialistic world temptation during my younger days and even now. Thankful for able to avoid bad people and meet good people along the way. Although, I don't make any friends until now, but I always believe there's always a reason in everything happened.
My life has been well planed. I am going to just follow along and see what is next waiting for me. As long as I live my life as a good human being and have faith to God, I think my life won't have a bad ending.