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Dear Diary, Happy and positive Saturday morning ...bird chirping happily outside my window. Really make me feel good to start the day. I was up since 4:30am for my early breakfast....and fasting after 5:30am and will be having dinner at 7:30pm later in the evening. Not having food is no problem but can't drink for the whole day...feel a bit miserable. Anyway, I keep telling myself...at least I am certain I am going to eat and drink later in the evening. To think about those poor and unfortunate who are not certain to get any of those in life.....I feel bless and thanks to God for giving me chance to be born as me. Yesterday, I was working late... my 'King' is in town...so got to serve him..WTH! Anyway, not a single drop of water or food reach me until only 9:00pm yesterday evening. I feel sick because of my gastric...was driving back while squeezing my stomach...WTH! Keep telling myself ...I am bless I am bless because I food and drink waiting for me at home. Th...

Finally , my LD learning journal submitted. I never been this late to do and submit my assignment. My efficiency seriously drop tremendously. Today's presentation seriously a flop! Why? I was very thirsty when I was presenting. Fasting month make thing worst. My mouth and throat was very dried just now. I feel very feel ashamed of myself. apart from that, I don't see any improvement in my presentation skills at all! No confidence at all. right after the presentation I wish I am an ostrich. So I can hide my head underground... uhuhuhuh.. I hate myself for that. I am still trying to figure out on what had happened to me. My schedule was very pack this week. Individual IB assignment coming up to due date next week. Then next group assignment the next week. Same time, I need to study on the products knowledge. This is extremely important. I feel very tired.... I am uncertain towards my future.... is it really going to be good, bad or whatTTTTTTT????