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As usual, i have been thinking a lot. Wake up at 6.30am. Received an email from far away offer me a job. I feel flattered but at the same time feel scared. Can I do it? This is too high position for me. That what came into my mind when after reading the mail. I sat there in front of my computer , lean my back to my ikea chair with my both hand lay to the rest on my keyboard softtoy and staring blank at my google homepage monitor. What should I do ? What should I do? Why this man came to me now? After all these years? How did he know I am looking for a job? Can I take another bigger challenge? What is my sacrifice? What is my strategy? I am meeting him after my trip. He is coming down to Malaysia and will be staying until mid next year. Thinking about it again actually there is nothing i need to think until i meet him, right???? Why I always think too much? Last time I always amaze when other people got offer from somebody and also know somebody from far. That was when I was early 20s.

Although I am currently busy with my studies, assignment and exam preparation, I can't help to not to think about my future. MBA! what is next? I don't really know what should I do after this? Can I be someone in that top position in corporate world? Am I ready to join that dirty world? Oh yeah! I can't expect my life will be clean if I decided to be one in that group. Should I just stay where am I now and live happily in my own world? Should I start a small business that can sustain me at least another 10 years? Yeah! in my previous entry I should just go travelling and give myself a break after my MBA. I think I should move on and find ideas what should I do after my MBA. I can't have a break. Time is not waiting for me for a break. Time is behind my back chasing after me. I can't turn back the time if I miss it. I think I need to really sit down one day and just think and think hard on what is my next step in order to sustain and survive in this world. I need to