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Woke up this morning with a feeling... Ah...I am alive again. I am one day older... My body aching...sign...I am ageing....yeah! I am going through that natural process. Everybody is going through this time. Drove outside...see people with family in car...mmmm...family outing? Walked to the store...family buying groceries... Stop by the cafe for coffee...family with children having happy family breakfast. While driving back home from dry clean...make me thinking.....isk isk...sad... Who will comfort me when I am in pain? Who will pour me drink when I unable to pour it myself? Who will feed me food when I no longer have energy to cook or buy my own? Who will massage my aching body when I am sick? Who will attend to me if I am on the sick bed? Who will console me when I am in fear to let go my life? Who will be by my side at the end of my life??? I am comfortable with my current life...being alone and everyday alone is what I wanted. But this doesn't stop me fr

Everyday break my fast alone... No appetite at all but if many people also make me headache. Sometimes don't feel like eating at all. When alone complain lonely but if married or have family worst... why? Imagine go back home see the same old face. again and again and again... boorrriiinggg!!! vomit blood! Sometimes I also don't know what I want. Aish!!! not sometimes but everytime hahahah ya one lost woman!!! I am very tired today... Tonight! is the night hahah tonight is the night to continue my LD assignment. Tomorrow submit then start to study product knowledge. Next week test jia yor jia yor Long weekend many many thing to do...