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I have few photos from my previous weekend which I am still in lazy mood to upload. Yeah! it is another weekend now. I am waiting for this day almost every week. I like the feeling of spending my time at my own leisure and do what ever I like. Ithought of going out in the morning but end up doing my weekend chores. mmmm... not in the mood again. We will see whether I make my decision to service my car tyre. I have been dragging this since 2 months ago. Anyway, work place nothing much to talk about. The time I am waiting for almost make to realise next week 3rd May 2011. Manage to force through despite many challenges. This is not the end of everything but this is just a starting point. The most challenging part is the next step which I am quite nervous to face it. Am I strong enough just for the sake of being the survivor? The most important person whi suppose to show his face on the day not coming to the last minute. Yeah! this what my beloved friend always telling me 'Cause and e...

Sleepless last night! Think too much until my head feel wanna blow up. I never experience this extreme pressure to myself. Woke up and make myself cup of black coffee... sitting on my cozy sofa and continue thinking. My mind is like computer with words coming through numbers and even a flash back to history on what I have done and how I should handle the situation... some with regret and some came up with sweet memory... many with sad one....Why I can't make my life simple like others? Why I need to think so much? Ah! what make me think only me busy thinking??? I believe all of us did and most of us will come to this point! All the why and why keep coming to my mind... and I realise it is already morning...ah! another day to go through... another additional day to my age...mmmmm my 40's is closing and coming nearer.... I feel I dont achieve my dream yet... Living is pretty extreme and it is no joke. After life preparation is critical because no 'u' turn and uncertain fa...