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I suppose to sing 'Its Friday! Friday! But huh... early morning I am scolding my staff like mad woman. Bark and bark but she seem like don't repent at all. I have been trying to teach her for so long. Wasted my energy. I talked to her. I taught her personally. But this morning her mistake was really unforgiven. Careless mistake which reflected badly towards the company. I could not talk to her nicely and baby sit her like my 7 years old kid anymore (like I have one!) I believe I am out of patience to teach her anymore. The teacher - remind the pupil the same thing over and over again The pupil - keep repeating the same mistake again and again and this seems not ending at all Seriously she don't leave me no choice at all but to scold her with hope she could remember this day and will not repeat the same mistake again. Ah ! honestly I feel bad after scolding people. What you want me to do this younger generation need to fall and h...

my final uploading failed!!!! Very frustrated.... Anyway, today I did some thinking about Self-Worth.... * My self-worth is not based on my performance or the opinion of others * When I make mistake, I am willing to admit it, regardless of the outcome * I dont think less of myself, I think of myself less * I realise it's impossible to achieve enough, gain enough recognition, attain enough power or won enough things to earn more love * I am already love unconditionally Here we go on thought for the day..... I am now planning my weekend and hope this coming will be my special weekend. Just can't wait to doll up myself like French gal go for Sunday brunch at one French Restaurant...... this will be farewell for Dom... sob sob...

I was feeling nervous because my birthday is approaching another two and half weeks from now. Yeah! many of you may say No big deal! Its just another plus to your age... For me this is really a big deal. I was so worried! I have many things to achieve and time is running out. I just dont know how to start to get thing done. Getting started another story and getting there is another problem. Sat and Sunday I prefer to stay at home. I am not in the mood to meet any human on earth. I dont feel like talking to anyone. My trip to Krabi is the eye opener for me. I need to to this often so that I dont miss out. Air ticket to Jogyakarta only RM250 for 2 ways. I can go to Candi Borobodur... my dream place. Is this place will be my next trip? I dont know..... I may be unemployed on Dec so need to be thrifty. I am getting aging. My energy will exhaust soon. Earning enough its not realistic at this moment because it will never been enough. My work? As mentioned I never plan to stay this long at th...