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Frust again .... stupid internet line don't allow me to upload my greedy lunch and dinner photo :) and :(.... keep rejecting and make really drive up my blood level... ok ok I am trying to calm down! Busy weekend I believe. I am expecting myself stuck in front of computer for the whole weekend. Ah! my back bone feel harden and my muscle so so painful. Even my neck need a lubricant to turn. My fingers feel numb. My eyes feel strain. My shoulder... ah my shoulder so so hard and painful. My butt oucchhhh numb too... I think I end up getting a flat butt soon. My waist ouch ouch so hurt... Everytime I turn I can here my bone kluk klak kluk klak.... ohohohohoho... need more calcium I believe... and some good stretch out. OK my body... I will do YOGA for you.... sigh!!! so damn lazy to exercise but I can see and feel I am getting fatter and fatter due to my laziness... Why? I am working on my online store ad campaign. I need to develop at least 6 banners with 6 different sizing. I have to

My mood swing getting bad and bad, partly because I am too exhausted these few weeks. Not enough rest and sleep! My freaking client ' so called my employer' drive me nuts! Yeah! I treat all my employers like my client. I am so called providing services to them and they will pay me for my services. I have been putting up with this one for almost 3 years. I want to end my services soonest possible. By hook or by crook I need to find my way out from this place. I am telling myself over and over again , I will push myself harder and harder to make this happen. Not simply exit from this place but also prepare myself for good future. I have plan and in the midst of expidite this plan but I have to expect my life will be like hell this few months. Hopefully everyting will be in place by Christmas this year. I have to sacrifice many things from now on... Life getting harder when you are determined to achieve something! No pain no Gain.. I will marked this phrase... i will paste this ph