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When people do bad things to me.....how do I feel??? Of course I angry and hate... I am just a human... This is normal people first reaction. That was me long time ago... I am now trying my best to forgive... What??? Forgave??? For what they has done to me??? I am now thinking.... I don't have much time left to live in this world... I don't want to spend what little time I have left to live on hating someone... Waste my effort! What matter the most now is my very last emotion that I feel before I leaving this world. I don't want it to be such an ugly emotion such as that...HATE? That is why I am trying my best to forgive whoever hurt me.... Oh! well... I am not forgiving them because I think they are GREAT person..... I just don't want to waste my life by filling it with HATE for someone... I can only LIVE once! Even if I choose to spend it filled with LOVE...... It still wouldn't be enough!! < MODE POSITIVE MIND> still ...

This morning I woke up with feeling the pain on my right feet bunion area. Intolerable painful bone!!!! Hurting like you are dying... I look at my alarm clock beside my bed, it was 4.30am. Uh! here I am lying on my bed with painful feet. I was at office very early this morning. Decided to have thosai with dhal for breakfast. Eat a little and my appetite totally gone. I just can't eat it all. Last night my only dinner was mushroom soup and this went down to my toilet bowl. My system a bit out this week. Yesterday lunch I was telling my colleague lets go to different food place since next week I can't join her for lunch due to fasting month. Yesterday menu was Briyani Rice from Wisma Central. Then we visited temple nearby for Chinese Red Bean and Peanut pancake for dessert. All of them went to the toilet bowl . Here goes my luxury lunch.I just feel headache and what I ate just wanna go out! Am I sick??? My system starting to malfunction again? Ah! I need to change ...