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Tonight ! I seriously very tired. I did continued on my Toyota question answering and at same time do some reading here and there. Feel so so tired, right now! I just can't wait for the exam to over! My eyes feel tired and my shoulder and back acheing like somebody just stabbed me. I am thinking of my bed and cozy chilli red blanket, right now! Also feel very upset because my friend just turn me down when I request to teach me swimming :((( gives me sort of reasons and pulling down my spirit to learn. Ah! so called friend... Look like I don't have people to depend on at all. Gotta pay for class then... :( Hope this Saturday come quickly.. then can catch up with my sleep.

Rainy day and very cold! Driving to office as usual with my eye half shut! Sleepy and tiring! I just wish I don't have to wake up from my bed and do my rolling rolling on the bed until 10.00am . Reached office very early again about 6.45am. Thought of starting to do my work then feeling not right , end up continue with my half cook Toyota analysis. Tiring very tiring but yet need to maintain my positiveness. I have been doing this since last night and half way through gave up! Feel like giving up now too but I just can't and have to force myself. Hope to have a good day today. Wish my Boss don't disturb my emotional today :)) If he does......, drastic response he will receive from me... both will end up very very hurt and ugly. Not in good mood at all! I am afraid of myself right now. Don't know what will happen if I can't control myself today. Seriously my mood swing is getting bad these days... people say going through menapous-too early lah... can't be.. and